Friday, August 31, 2007

Tattoo #4


I got another tattoo a few days ago(I have four now). This is now at the base of my neck or top of my back depending how you look at it. It was a 30th birthday present from my wonderful husband. I know alot of people get butterflies, but I wasn't trying to be original. I feel like I have been in a cocoon for a few years now in my feminity and artistic expression. My life has been consumed by Motherhood and all its responsiblities. I am still smack in the middle with a three month old, but somehow turning 30 and having my last (I think :) child has helped me to feel like I am finally emerging. I have been waiting. Waiting with God, waiting with art, waiting with what I am going to find purpose in this next stage of life. I am now starting to find it. I want to make prints, I want to help women grow in faith, I want to love my husband, I want to nuture my daughters, I want to celebrate my girls (my term for friends), I just am finding wings to move into this stage of life. That is why I got a butterfly.

But, tattoo people are funny. We walk in and I have an appointment with Ian. I found him at a local tattoo show because I wanted a new artist. Ian is not in yet. Fine, I am early. I nurse my baby and wait. 15 minutes later a guy comes up and says he wants my reference piece so he can draw it. OK. Then another 10 minutes later a guy comes up and says he's going to do the work because Ian is in jail. Jail? I mean, this is a nice shop. It's new, it's respectable-it's not what all our parents are afraid of when they hear tattoo parlor. It's upscale. You would think they would have told me when I walked in. Tattoo people are funny.

The Beginning

So...I'm starting a blog and I have anxiety as to what to write for my first post. Where to start? My kids? The funny four year old playing dress up in the other room? The infant pooping in her gdiaper in my lap? Our recent camping trip? My renewed enviromentalism with composting and flushable diapers? My excitement of being with "my girls" this labor day? My recent "loss" of a major mentor to a move to Salinas, California? My balancing act of working from home while having a colicy/GERD baby? My extreme sleep deprivation that makes me so fuzzy I can't figure out how to thread a bobbin? I guess I'll get to that stuff...if I can find time to blog everyday! I am at a stage of life where I don't even get makeup on everyday. It is a wonder if I get to the gym three times a week! I haven't mopped my floors for two months! Where does the time go?

Thursday, August 23, 2007